Gone Were The Days

luckz

2005-04-27T23:09:00.000-07:00

Wish mi luckz peeps...the tym has arrive n i tink i reli nid it...thx....

new start

2005-04-24T10:06:00.000-07:00

Hi....I am back. Change a new blogskin. How is it?
Sooo...itz the new start of a new semester, n i've suvived the 1st wk of classes. Had 2 drag moiself 2 school again, wif all the lectures n tutorials coming along. Diz is so unlike tep wher ther's no tutorials, n seldom wif lectures...i miss tep....
although being in tep is kinda wastage of sch fees, but it reli allows mi 2 noe mani thgs abt the outside world. Reli learnt alot of thgs during moi tep attachment. Wadz more, i dun haf 2 wori abt doin tutorials... Fortunately, i managed to attend all moi 1st wk's lectures n tutorials. Will it b the same thru'o the whole 17 wks? o...i cant b sure.. Heez...
Struck toto laz thursday n won $58. Hee...quite hapi....1st tym strucking toto. Lolz... at leaz it gives mi extra income 2 buy thgs n oso 2 supplement moi coming driving test.... haiz...reli hope i pass the test diz tym round. the 2nd tym is oreadi bad enuf...haiz....wad 2 do??i soooo lousi...haiz...
Time reli flies...itz oreadi nearing end of april 2005. I wil graduate in a twinkle of an eye. Heez... hapi hapi hapi.... hope 2 leave nyp soon. Dun 1 2 repeat ani modules. But, some of the modules r kinda difficult n dry.... lyk biz finance, itz sooo lyk maths...sooo mani numbers. Although it seems easy, itz not dat easy. Lolz... duno wad m i tokin abt oso. Erm..n ICT...i tink itz a rather dry subject...so technical...n im lyk a "computer bai chi" (computer idiot)...duno hw m i goin 2 survive diz...wadz more, i wil b havin 2 hrs of ICT lecture tml frm 6-8pm...gonna fall asleep i guez.... (oops...hope mr tan doesn't sees diz)...Lolz...
Aniwae, reli lookin 4ward 2 nex wkend...cuz i'll b goin genting wif dearie n his family. His father wil b payin for the trip n according 2 dearie's mum, we wil gif dem a treat in genting... Heez...thx uncle...
Duno whether i wil b allowed admission in2 the casino in genting cuz im stil underaged... according 2 pei yung, i juz haf 2 place a RM $10 note under moi ic whn i go in. n i wil haf 2 go in after midnite...hmm... tink i wil b bringin moi make-up kit wif mi...so dat i can put on tons n tons of make up n look lyk an ah soh...LOlz...
Hmm...heard dat for ndp, i mayb allocated 2 b at the vip seats as helper...Soooo excited. Lolz....Going to b ard so mani ministers...Lolz...wil haf 2 b very very presentatble on dat dae....but, ndp is near moi exam...duno wad shld i do. Wil definitely b v tired durin dat period of tym..haiz..... wish mi luckz peeps... Heez..
Reli miss tep alotz.....Met n knew mani fwenz durin dat short period of 20 wks...n oso made mi realise nv nv 2 judge a person by their appearance. Reli....u wil nv noe wad a person is lyk until u noe the actual him/her....
Aniwae, guez im gettin draggy. So....dat shld b all. Wish mi luckz for moi upcoming driving test fwenz...
n do tek carez..wil c u all soon. Muz meet up wor...

happiness

2005-04-15T14:25:00.000-07:00

Wad is happiness?
Happiness is whn i m hapi....(ok, i noe itz lame.Hahah...) But, i am reli v hapi nw. Cuz i haf booked for an earlier test date!!!U wil c mi running off for driving lessons again. I am so hapi. It reli is a pleasant surprise. I am reli v hapi n excited...Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!

back...

2005-04-15T12:07:00.000-07:00

Hi frenz....Im back...
Sori, haven reli been updating cuz kinda bz recently. Although i oso duno wad i m bz wif. But I am juz bz lo. Hee..Ya. Oso juz change moi blogskins. Is diz nice? Quite lyk the pic though. Heez...

Erm...2dae is oreadi 15th apr. TEP is coming 2 an end. Having CRMCC's farewell party 2dae. Gonna mis all moi frenz i met n knew during TEP. I noe I'm gonna haf u guys 4 a lifetime! Thx ya..Erm...so wad shld i blog abt..Weiling sae dat diz blogskin is kinda plain. So, i guez i will b changing it soon. O ya. I flunk moi driving. Haiz... Mount the kerb. Lousy mii...so sad. Haf 2 waste more money learning n re-learning. Sux!!

Moi dearie's bdae celebration went well i guez. Except for some hick-ups n dat cause us some unhappiness. But, im glad itz all over. I luv u dear. Tink dat was the tym i took the most photos wif moi dearie. Has not reli been taking photos wif dearie even though we haf been 2gether 4 1 yr+. Time reli flies. Lurve dearie to the max. He's juz sooooo sweet at tyms. But oso soooo blur, sooo silly at other tyms...hee...but, nevertheles, i lurve him stil. Cuz he's moi darling!!

O ya...almost forgot 2 mention dat he bot mi a new hp n a new bag. 10q so much moi dear. Actualy, it was he hu 1s mi 2 tok abt the gifts in moi blog. Guez he juz 1s 2 let every1 noes how nice he is 2 mi.Lolz...So, i shall do juz dat. Hahha... But, anw, i reli lurve the gifts he gave mi. A new 6260, n a new Fila bag. Geez...Thx dearie.

Guez dat shld b abt all. Duno reli noe wad 2 blog. Goin for moi farewell party soon. Juz in guez the hungry boars out ther finiz up all the food. Heez... Anw, tml wil b the laz dae of TEP, laz dae at CRMCC1. Gonna miz TEP, miz CRMCC, miz moi frenz, miz the teachers, n everythg abt TEP. Going back classical soon. Books, books, books....here i come...............

stress

2005-03-31T14:38:00.000-08:00

STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nv haf i felt so stressed b4....Juz came back frm moi driving cls...STRESS!!!!!!!!!
It has gone 2 an extend dat i almost couldn't take it anymore. Yes, I cried...
Ther were oni words of discouragement frm moi instructor. Everyday was "u r getting worse instead of doing beta"....
The word "worse" kept ringing in moi mind...M i reli dat lousy? Actualy i haf oreadi been tryin moi bez..but i juz wasn't able 2 concentrate. N oso, i dun tink i m dat worse. At leaz i did sth rite. Not all turns or parkings were done badly. No! Or izit juz moi pure imagination?????????

Quarrelled wif moi bf again. Dun wish 2 tok abt it. No mood 2 type abt it. Diz feelin sux. I hate diz feeling!! Hope Monday will pass by quickly.. Reli hope so...

P.S. Thx 4 the rotiboy l1ngz.. Juz lurve it soooo much.. =>

angry!!

2005-03-31T10:21:00.000-08:00

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr..........angry!!!!!!!Duno y moi blog canot b seen...publish liao cannot c.Lousy blogger!!

Hmmm...duno wad 2 update..but since every1 is asking 4 updates so i shall do it. Heez...
Week is coming 2 an end soon. The chalet i haf been looking so much forward to is suddenly becoming a not so nice event liao. (sori...couldn't find the rite adjective 2 describe wad i 1 2 sae.)
Duno y, started 2 dread the idea of a chalet. Dun reli feel the excitement in mi anymore. Seems 2 mi dat i will b beta off without the whole event. Aniway, i somehow feel dat I m doing 2 much thg 4 no reason, n i detest diz feeling. Feeling v down n sian at the moment. Reli no mood at all. Juz hung up the phone with dear. Dun feel lyk toking 2 him. Mayb wad i 1 him 2 do is jux 2 much 4 him 2 bear. I dun wish 2 tink abt it, dun wish 2 tok abt it anymore. (dear, if u happen 2 c diz posting,dun ask mi abt diz. It wil lead 2 another quarrel between us. Dun even try mentioning abt it. Thx)

So, datz all for the sianz part. Nw 2 an even more sianz part. I m starting 2 lose the confidence i haf 4 moi upcoming driving practical. Haf been so demoralised by moi instructor dat i reli feel so sian abt the whole thg. Duno wad i reli 1, wad i m reli into diz coming days. Izit dat i m not focusing during the whole session, izit his expectations r 2 high, or izit dat i m juz plain lousy... O dear..guez i reli nid lotsa luck nw. The practical is on Monday. I am so stressed.... Anyway, if i announce it thru here on Monday nite, it means i passed. If not, plz dun ask mi abt it. Dun even rem saying i went 4 the test. At leaz not during nex week. Unlez i sae it 1st. So stress.......guez i m going bonkers soon!!!

Here in CRMCC1, is another sianz day oso. Not a single call, nth 2 do, nth 2 look 4ward 2, nth, nth, nth at all!!Life is coming 2 a standstill here. Moi daily routine is 2 sit in front of the com n surfing websites, doing nth. Nth is done, nth has been done, n nth wil b done!! Datz moi life. I hate it sooooo much. Guez Im being v grouchy 2dae. Complaining n complaining non stop. Perhaps diz is the real side of mi. Perhaps i haf owaez been lidat all moi life, except dat i m juz acting 2 b cheerful, acting 2 b some1 else. O dear........wad is happening 2 mi 2dae????? Feel lyk dieing.

Went for break with weiling, hwa qi n pei yung juz nw. I remarked sth abt nasi lemak being so cheap. Pei yung was actualy surprised at mi being 'calculative' in a sense. Y is dat so? I tink learning 2 drive has reli deplete a huge amount of moi savings. itz lyk i dun haf enuff money anymore. Not lyk in the past, whn i can splurge on so mani thgs. I haf 2 save, save, save n save nw!!!No money is reli a v sad thg. Wadz more, i haf oso spent a large amount of money on dear's bdae. It's not worth it at all i guez. I tink he doesn't even appreciate wad i m doing. He doesn't care. Nobody cares! So b it, i am not going 2 care either. I 1 money, money n more money. I reli nid it. N i oso hope 2 paz moi driving the 1st attempt. I nid moi confidence. Plz come back 2 mi. I nid u. Reli... dun leave mi alone plz..........

Taking flexi tml, 2 go 2 the chalet early. taking flexi on monday 2. Going 4 driving practical. But, all dat i haf done is 4 some1's else enjoyment!!I m depressed........soooo depressed!!Dun wish 2 blog anymore.Dun wish 2 sae another thg more.Dun wish 2 seem grouchy. Dun wish 2 seem naggy. Nooooooooo.......Dunnnnnnnnnnn...Guez datz life, n datz the real mi.....Byez

(P.S. dun ask mi abt moi blog 2dae. Not a single 1 of u can. Plz...i dun wish 2 tink of wad happen already. Juz hope dat tml wil b a beta dae......)

mmd project

2005-03-27T23:52:00.000-08:00

I am back!!!!!!!!!!
Haven really been blogging recently due to mmd project, laziness, n mani mani more. So, I am back 2dae for more. Haf actualy finished moi mmd presentation. Guez it went quite ok. Not as difficult as i tink it wld b. But not dat easy oso la. Juz so so lo...
2dae is moi wk 4 in CRMCC1, haf actualy missed the whole of TEP laz wk, due to MCs, n public holidays n leaves.So, 2dae whn back in CRMCC1, feels kinda weird. Not reali mani calls, so quite slack. Haf actually been slacking in front of the computer since morning. Lolz...
Finally, the genting trip is finalised. Wun feel so stressed up oso. Thx 2 frenz n teachers frm TTC hu helped mi wif the package, especially MS Ong. Haf been troubling her 4 lyk 3 wks? Heez...
Aniway, I'll be goin 2 genting wif moi darling on 30th April. Duno whether it will b fun, but stil looking forward 2 it. Ermz..but b4 dat, ther wil actualy b a chalet diz coming fri-sat to celebrate dearie's 21st bdae. Tym reli flies. He's goin 2 b 21. Hope dat he wil find a job soon after ORD n work properly so dat he can provide for mi in future. Heez...Cuz lidat den i can b tai-tai mah... Or else if he no money i hw 2 b tai-tai rite?hee...
Erm...abt moi mmd project. It was a disaster at 1st. Duno wad 2 do, duno hw 2 do. Dun even had an idea wadz going on. All cuz of a stupid person hu "do" 4 mi!! It was reli a disaster. Fortunately i was able 2 complete it wif pf accompanying mi n helping mi with the project. But, i oso stil 1 2 thank the idiotic person hu "do" 4 mi, cuz it make mi understand dat i canot depend on others 4 survivor.
Moi driving practical is coming soon. Its nex monday.. wish mi luck peeps. I tink i nid lotsa luck. i so wish i can pass it the 1st tym n not waste so much money. Reli hope moi wish wil b fulfilled. I wil post moi test resuly here asap so reli hope dat ther wil b gd news for moi coming blogs. Kinda stressed up by the test oso, so hope i can make it!
Ermz...i tink datz abt all. Duno wad 2 write oso. So, juz 1 2 wish moi fwens a hapi wk ahead, n oso 2 tel moi darling dat i lurve him so. Muacks...Tek carez....

nth..

2005-03-20T13:43:00.000-08:00

Hiz......I m back
Hmm..nth 2 blog abt. So juz a simple 1..

Nice sunday, changed a new blogskin. Juz 1 2 sae...
I lurve u my dear.Muacks...

hiz

2005-03-14T11:01:00.000-08:00

Im back!! How r u my frenz?
OK, haf been in CRMCC1 for 1 wk. Life here has been a so-so. Wouldn't sae i enjoyed my tym here, but wouldn't sae i dislike it here either. Haf been receiving calls everydae, n haf been sayin "gd morning" n "haf a nice dae" for every call. Kinda tiring though. But, havin my dear frenz here juz make everythg seems worthwhile.
The tutors here r nice n sweet, lurve dem 2. But dislike the feeling of havin 2 come back on saturdays. So tiring. Fortunately, I can still claim them as OT.
Nothing much happened the past week, but juz 2 list down the more memorable events...
Hmm... 1st few days in CRMCC was lyk...life will definitely b stressful here due to limited movements n limited breaks. Had 2 present for a sharing session during the 1st week. Had it finished last friday. Guez it was quite gd. Spent quite some tym on the power point presentation. Tiring is the word to describe my feelings. Had a role play wif kylie too. Quite fun. I was the chatty caller n she was the angry caller. Kinda interesting i would sae. Oso got yelled at by some of the callers on thursday i tink. But it was lyk a learning experience for mi. Tink diz is the stopover in which i learn the most thgs.
On thursday, I collected the goodies for personal selling. So touched dat dear² actualy got his mum 2 come to school n fetch mi. Thx dear. Love ya. After reachin his hse, i had dinner n actualy waited for his godmother 2 come n we wil go hm 2gether. However, she reached kinda late n i gotta wait til 9+pm. But stil thankful 2 her for sending mi home.
On friday, dearie's family went m'sia for dinner n returned oni yst. So, actualy spent quite sometym wif dearie without his family ard. Quite enjoyed the tym we spent 2gether. So, we actualy visited mu chao in TTSH on friday. See dat he has gone a lot thinner. Poor yishan muz b so worried abt him. But, so sweet of her 2 actualy kip him company til 10+ pm everyday. Oso on dat dae, grandma gave me 100 bucks. Thank ma ma. Guez im stil a fortunate ger afterall. Hmm... dearie made pizza 4 mi dat nite. It was quite fun. But he broke his mum oni "fish plate". Got a scolding. Poor boi...*sayangz*. So sweet of him 2 make a pizza for mi. Though not reli presentable, but stil edible la. In the end, i showed him hw 2 make a more presentable pizza. Lolz..so fun. After dat, got hm n slp as i had 2 prepare for sch the nex day.
On sat. Returned 2 CRMCC for half dae work. There were mani visitors n a few of dem actualy remarked dat we were "poorthings for working as free labour". Lolz..
Den, after school, went over 2 find my mum. Had lunch wif her n went to find Koko after dat. Koko was my previous employer. Went 2 chat wif her. Thinkin of working for her again n perhaps learn some thgs n den open a maid agency in future. N i made a great mistake dat dae!!! The 4D which i decided against buyin came out as the 3rd prize. O my!!!!!!! I was overwhelmed by disappointment dat i appeared blur after dat. Had dinner wif dearie dat nite. However, wasnt reali in the mood 2 eat cuz $2000 flew away juz lidat!! $2000 was actualy juz so nice for mi nw. Had 2 learn driving n prepare for dearie's upcoming 21st bdae! So sadz!!!! But, guez dat the money was never meant 2 b mine in the 1st place. Met moi secondary frenz in toa payoh oso. Saw dat they reli change n looked different nw. Especially "An Mei". They are reli big girls nw. So envy dem for being able 2 get in2 Uni. Congrats gers.
Finally, on sun, spent an entire dae wif dearie. Hehehe... Enjoyed myself yst. Thx 4 the steamboat treat yst. I love it. Muackz.. Aniway, had Mac wif him dat afternoon. Oso his treat. Guez he's goin bankrupt soon at the rate we r eating. Heez.. Had driving lesson yst n found out dat i had 2 paid around $400 for my driving lessons soon. As circuit driving is included, the fees r definitely higher. Reli hope i wil pass my 1st practical test. Wouldn't haf 2 waste so much then. After driving, we went 2 suntec. Whoa... there were sooo mani pple ther, all going for the IT fair. So crowded. It was "ppl mountain ppl sea". Even the traffic polices has got 2 b ther 2 maintain traffic flow. Hmm..walked ard the IT fair, however, due 2 the no. of ppl ther, couldn't reli c wad were the exhibits abt. However, we actualy stopped at the Sam Sung booth n looked at a mp3 player. Quite nice. Later, went for steamboat dinner as mentioned above, fortunately, we had a 15% discount for the dinner. Ended up payin 40 over bucks instead of 50 over. During the dinner, asked dearie whether he wants 2 haf the mp3 player. Decided 2 buy 4 him 4 his bdae. However, went i reached the fair again, it was sold out. Told dearie abt it, but he didn't believe mi. Haiz.. sad worz... Hmm..so we actualy shopped ard suntec 4 a while n went hm ard 10+ 2 prepare for school 2dae. Weekends juz flew past without even mi noticing.
Whoa..guez diz was a long blog. So naggy of mi rite? Hee... aniway, i shal stop here. So, 2 end off, wishin every1 a nice week ahead. Tek care peeps. N, 2 moi hubby, lovin u owaez. Miz ya..Shall c u tml...Heez....Muackz..

hiee...

2005-03-06T11:05:00.000-08:00

New blogskin..hw izit?nice?
Hmm..actually nth much 2 blog abt. O..my 3rd stopover is CRMCC1. Same wif weiling.. Hahah..3 rounds fate. But we r not same grp again. Had steamboat lunch as TPRD's farewell party. However, I was a little unhappy abt the steamboat intially n oso abt sq's attitude. It was lyk so *#*$#!@@@%&*. ya lo..haiz... But, aniwae itz over. Sooo i shall not dwell on the past.
And ermz...stil haf wad else. O ya...I haf juz gotten moi practical test date for driving. N Im very*10 nervous n anxoius abt it.hahaha....
Hmm...i tink datz abt all. Duno wad 2 blog abt n i haf 2 go n finiz up my report le.
Ciaoz peeps

last day of new year

2005-02-24T16:40:00.000-08:00

Hi all!!I am back for more updates..
Hmm...nth much reli happen for the past few days actually,well,juz 2 provide a brief insight.
I haf starting picking up Badminton again.After at leaz 10yrs of being away frm the game, I am beginning 2 learn it n pick up the fun once more. Was "lured" into playin diz game by l1ng n the rez...quite fun.It enables me 2 make use of the sch's facility, n i get 2 lose fat at the same tym.Killin 2 birds wif one stones.Clever rite...hee...
Laz sat, 19/02/05, went P.S. 2 support moi buddy in her competition. She was in2 the finals as expected.Whoa...so happi 4 her.She reli sings well!Lucky i haf learnt hw 2 forge her signature liao. Nex tym i can sign 4 her fans...lolz...Haf been practising her signature frm FSRC 2 TPRD.But sad 2 say.....we will b separated in our 3rd stopover.Haiz...she wil b goin 2 CRMCC but i'll b goin 2 MSC.Haiz...poor me!!Sux...i dun lyk it!!Envy her for being able 2 go CRMCC.At leaz itz more relak over ther.Guez ther wil b no more badminton for me n i will stil haf 2 go back durin saturdays....N may even nid 2 stay back til 7pm everyday!!!O....y has it got 2 b mii.........
Anw,I haf changed my blogskin.Found diz skin quite cute.But a bit plain.N i put the song myself!!Izit nice?Hee...my dearie lyks diz song...so u noe la hoh....Hee...
Went 2 loyang tua pek kong wif dearie laz nite. Laz nite, being the laz dae of lunar new yr, n oso vdae according 2 the lunar calendar, we actually spent our nite squeezing n queuin up lyk every1 else 2 catch a glimpse of the fortune god n 2 say our prayers b4 new yr ends. It was actualy quite fun as it was my 1st tym ther n 1st tym celebratin yuan xiao wif my dearie. We queue up n got a lucky hongbao frm the fortune god, n oso got a gold coin given by the volunteers of the temple.Reli v fun!!Dear tot i look cute at dat tym.Hahah..n he saes he's lucky 2 haf me.Heez...but does he reli mean wad he saes?Lolz....
Hmm...tink datz abt all ba. Moi buddi buddi fren is goin 4 her finals on sunday (27/02/05) at 5pm in Tampiness Mall. She is pretty n her singing is good!Go n support her fwenz.Her name is Ong Wee Ling!!!!

Happy Vday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-02-14T10:07:00.000-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to everyone out there!!!

Haven been blogging for abt 2 weeks. How's everyone?Had an enjoyable Chinese New Year??
Collected many hong baos? Hope u do..Heez...
Hmm...4 me, I had a very enjoyable time!! Collected quite a lot of hong baos during the past days. Very very extremely happy!!!!!!!

Actually, went 2 mostly dearie's relatives place, played games with his family members during new year's eve. The game was quite lame, but fun. Heez...den collected some hong baos on dat dae. 10q all uncles n aunties.
On new year day itself, dearie's parents n sistas went M'sia so I volunteered to tek care of the little chicken for ah jing. The chicken gave birth 2 a baby chick!! But the mother chicken soon passed away. I even saw it flying up to the sky. Sooo sad....all cuz I have somehow forgotten abt it due to some gambling. Haiz...
Den on the 2nd dae of new year, i went grandma hse. Took some videos n oso laffed at my aunt for being soooooooo like an ah soh!!!!Lolz...Also collected hong baos dat dae.
On the 3rd dae of new year, had 2 return 2 sch. Collected the vdae cookies n oso had buffet dinner at Pariss. Afterwhich, I went 2 River Hongbao n saw Eleanor n her hubby. It was so crowded. O ya, I oso saw dearie's 3rd uncle wif his family. Hmm...dat was my 1st tym visiting River Hongbao wif my hubby. Quite fun. Guess he quite take care of me dat tym. Heez...
On the 4th day (Sat), stayed home for quite some tym b4 going 2 my popo hse. Oso gambled ther. Den, later in the nite i went 2 Bukit Panjang wif hubby 2 collect his lion dance costume. Reached home ard 1+ in the morning n got a scolding frm mama. Haiz..poor me...But, I had a sneak preview on the performances the lion dance troupe is goin 2 put up the nex dae. It was definitely exciting, daring, n alot of other adjectives. Heez...
Den, yst, the 5th dae of new year, I went out wif hubby 4 the wonderful performance. The day reached its peak when the troupe reached dearie's hse. It was sooo spectacular dat every1 gathered 2 watch. Took quite a no. of videos oso. Had steamboat twice dat dae. Almost vomitted!!!

Today, 14/02/05, vdae....hmm...quite unhappy in the morning. Cuz i misplaced my personal selling receipts n a few hundred bucks. Wad irks me more is dearie's attitude 2wards the whole thg. Almost wanted 2 shout at him. Din even bothered 2 wish him a hapi vdae. Sooo bad of me hoh..Hee...but, 2 bad. Cuz datz me!!! I was reli v stressed up cuz of diz thg, therefore, ended up killing at leaz 10 mosquitoes!!!Whoa....broke the record of the day. Lolz...
Fortunately, I managed 2 recover all diz. If not, i tink i will not b able 2 enjoy vdae 2dae. Thx all my frenz hu tried 2 humour me n worry 2gether wif me.

Ehyz...tink datz abt all. Diz is a v long blog i tink. Cuz long tym nv update mah. So bo pian. Plz 4gif wor...Hee...Ehy....den datz abt all ba. Stil haf 2 make delivery later. Hope all of u celebrating vdae will enjoy urselves. N 2 those not celebrating vdae, dun forget dat ther r frenz around 2. Make it a frenship dae den. Hence, have fun n enjoy da dae!!!!!

P.S.------It will b our 2nd vdae 2dae. Hope we can enjoy it n may we b as lovely owaez n may everydae b vdae 4 us. I luv u dearie. Lots of hugs n kisses!!!!

mood swings

2005-01-30T01:42:00.000-08:00

Arghhhhh....mood swings!!!!

I hate diz feeling. but diz is gettin out of hand. Arguments r increasing recently. Wad shld i do? Wad can i do? Or perhaps, wad can actualy b done???????

I reli duno. N i'm tired. Wad is happening??? R we reli meant 2 b? Or is diz oni a phase in life dat i haf 2 get thru? O God, wad do u haf in mind 4 mi? Question marks r appearing every nw n den. N i began 2 question myself 2. M i 2 sensitive?M i reli 2 petty? Or izit due 2 other probs? Can ani1 help? Haiz...i doubt so...

Ok, datz all 4 the sad part. Here cums the hapi part......
Guess wad happened 2dae peeps...O i tink im reli a changed person. I actually changed the bedsheets 4 my mum 2dae!! U may tink itz nth, but, i haf not even changed my own bedsheets b4. Hahah...duno hw m i goin 2 b a housewife or even a gd wife in future. Hee... But, datz not the pt. The pt is i actualy enjoy doin diz. Found changing bedsheets quite interestin, n itz not as tiring as wad my mum put it 2 b. N, after doin all diz, i'm sooooooo glad dat my efforts r appreciated!! My mum actualy wanted 2 gif me a peck on my face!! I was so shocked!! Durin my 19, nearin 20 yrs as her daughter, i reli reli canot rem her sayin diz 2 me. Hah.... gues she's reli hapi dat im a more sensible ger nw...

Later, my mum n i went shoppin at metro sales, n she bot a cutez (or at leaz i tink it is) bag for me. Hahahh...i tink makin mummy hapi once in a while reli strengthens our kinship. Hee...

Ok..gettin tired. Haf not been gettin enuff slp recently. Dark circles r appearin ard moi eyes. O dear... Wil i look lyk a panda diz cumin new yr?? I dun 1!!! So, decided dat i'm off 2 bed after diz post. Haf not been feelin well lately. 2 days oreadi... Super tired sia!! Coughin, coughin non-stop. Gues the feeling's reli terrible.

Hmmm... i tink datz abt it. Gonna check on dearie nw. Kinda mis him actualy... gues i was 2 harsh 2 him at tyms. Sori dear... n......,missin u n lovin evry min of my life. Nitez 2 evry1 out ther, especialy 2 all my pigletz fwenz. Tek care n cya soon...
Ciaoz piggyz.....

Angry!!!!

2005-01-26T01:49:00.000-08:00

Hi peeps!!! Ms cLouDyz is back 4 more updates! It has been such a bad day 2dae... Countless mood swings, and quarrels...y?y?y? I dun understand...thgs dun seem 2 b goin rite 2dae. Not much mood except 4 times whn n get 2 disturb phoenix n oso tyms whn i get 2 speak 2 weiling... Wadz happening?? I dunno! Can some1 plz hhheeelllllllllpppppppp.....
1st, had a morning lect by Cindy Soh. Found out dat ther's a creativity project due 3 wks later. After the Chi New Yr!!! O dear...m I goin 2 b bz wif my report whn i shld b bz collectin hongbaos??? I dun quite noe... After dat, headed back 2 TPRD 2 continue wif report.
Went 4 an early lunch wif weiling 2dae n saw phoenix... O my...she actualy stalked me... Hahah..no la. I m juz kiddin..hee... Had fried noodles n realised dat i cldnt pay up whn itz my turn!!! Haiz...so embarassing...so, got l1ngl1ng 2 pay 4 me 1st..heez...thx ger!
Went n c the valentine's personal sellin at Mac wif l1ng, phoenix n yun. The flowers were juz........sooooooooo NOT nice...Eeeeks....Dun buy dem...u wil regret..lolz... Ermz...haf nt reli decided wad 2 get 4 my frenz diz valentine, but wil try 2 make up my mind asap!
Den...went back TPRD 2 do report again. So sianz... thgs happened ther, but i wil not elaborate. My closer frenz shld noe... Haiz...sianz.......
O ya...my dear lost his hp 2dae!!!!!!!! It waz actualy wad i bought 4 him laz yr!!! Haiz..soooo sad.. But nvm, cuz diz gives him an excuse 2 haf his N7610 n it oso lives me wif no reason y i shldnt buy 4 him.....Praying so hard that the sky will rain money tml.Lolz...i noe datz lame..Hahah..Initially, mayb bcuz i was bz, so i wasnt so upset by him losing his fone. But whn i got hm, i lost my COOL!! Shouted at him 2 put down the fone...Sori dearie... I din mean it. Guess I was 2 tired...Wadz worst was dat i actualy accused him of stealin his own hp so dat he can buy a new 1. C...hw silly can i get, tinkin dat my darlin stole his own hp so dat he can get a new 1. Sori dear, 4 throwin my temper juz nw, sori 4 not trustin u....gues Im 2 tired....Argggggggggghhhhhhhh.....hate mood swings!!!
Finaly my mood got beta whn i spoke 2 my mum. U noe y???
Cuz i bought her a pearl necklace frm sch 2dae. She was elated!!! Hahah...dat makes me hapi 2...She looks so pretty whn she smiles... I LOVE U MUMMY!!!! So hapi dat she liked wad i haf bought. Although ther's a little birthmark on the pearl, but I'm glad my mummy like it nevertheless. I noe she wil cherish it cuz i seldom buy gifts 4 her whn ther is no special occasions...
Haf finiz my part of the report due tml, haf make up wif dearie, saw dat my parents r sooo hapi 2nite, n every1 else around me r oso soooo hapi, finaly, I can c my mood changin 4 the beta....
O ya...10q dearie 4 waitin 4 me until nw.I luv u dear, muackz!!! Ok.... Im goin 2 end soon n wil b in my bed in 5 mins tym....
Till den.....

LeARn|nG eXpeR|enCe

2005-01-24T17:13:00.000-08:00

Hiz peeps...I am back for more blogging!!Well, 2dae is my 2nd week in TPRD and I've been slacking till now.Lolz....Jealous??Well, u shld b la....
Wei Ling taught me how 2 publish my blog using nice nice templates 2dae n I thank her for dat. Hahhaha...so touched wor!! O god.....it was soooooo difficult learning 2 publish a blog, learning HTML. V difficult lo.....Haiz...duno muz learn til when arh...Tired sia....
Nex...2dae is phoenix bdae ley...Hahha..thoroughly enjoyed myself disturbing her. Hahaha...
Do u enjoy it phoenix?? Hmm..bot a choker from bits n pieces for her...Hope she likes it.N i noe she wil treasure the gift, cuz itz frm me, her yi ma!!
Ehyz...stil haf wad huh?? O ya, I made konnyaku jelly 2dae. Itz v yummyz.. so much beta den the laz tym i made it. But phoenix saes itz 2 red. Lyk a red egg. Haiz..made me sooo sad!!! Hahha..no la...as long as phoenix hapi den i hapi liao. N i finally get 2 haf some sort of a gathering with FSRC peeps, lyk Eleanor,Pei Yung, Man, Darlene, n phoenix fly. Whoa...soooo hapi!!
Took many fotos 2dae. Shall post it up whn Im free.
Stil Haf wad huh?? O ya....anibody bdae cuming soon?b4 chi new yr? Can faster inform me?? Cuz I 1 2 buy clothes frm Giordano....Quickkkkk....I reli lyk the shirt!!!V nice wor....
Aiya tink i shall stop here nw. Cuz laura sae i v long-winded. Heehee...
Ciaoz peeps!!

Testing....

2005-01-20T22:39:00.000-08:00

Hi peeps...diz is gonna be my 1st posting. So excited abt having a new blog. Sounds lyk I am very sua gu rite.Lolz...Aiya cuz muz blame dat weiling lo.Everyday in TPRD look at blogskins den make me oso tempted 1 2 try.Heee...Aniway nw juz testing 2 c whether diz posting appears on my blog.N oso hope my HTML will improve lo.Heee..cuz as u all noe, HTML noes me bt i duno dem mah.So nw muz try.Stil nid all of u 2 guide me more more.
Ermz...so datz abt it lo.Cya again when i improve on my blog k.Byez.............