Wednesday, April 27, 2005
luckz
Wish mi luckz peeps...the tym has arrive n i tink i reli nid it...thx....
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Sunday, April 24, 2005
new start
Hi....I am back. Change a new blogskin. How is it?
Sooo...itz the new start of a new semester, n i've suvived the 1st wk of classes. Had 2 drag moiself 2 school again, wif all the lectures n tutorials coming along. Diz is so unlike tep wher ther's no tutorials, n seldom wif lectures...i miss tep....
although being in tep is kinda wastage of sch fees, but it reli allows mi 2 noe mani thgs abt the outside world. Reli learnt alot of thgs during moi tep attachment. Wadz more, i dun haf 2 wori abt doin tutorials... Fortunately, i managed to attend all moi 1st wk's lectures n tutorials. Will it b the same thru'o the whole 17 wks? o...i cant b sure.. Heez...
Struck toto laz thursday n won $58. Hee...quite hapi....1st tym strucking toto. Lolz... at leaz it gives mi extra income 2 buy thgs n oso 2 supplement moi coming driving test.... haiz...reli hope i pass the test diz tym round. the 2nd tym is oreadi bad enuf...haiz....wad 2 do??i soooo lousi...haiz...
Time reli flies...itz oreadi nearing end of april 2005. I wil graduate in a twinkle of an eye. Heez... hapi hapi hapi.... hope 2 leave nyp soon. Dun 1 2 repeat ani modules. But, some of the modules r kinda difficult n dry.... lyk biz finance, itz sooo lyk maths...sooo mani numbers. Although it seems easy, itz not dat easy. Lolz... duno wad m i tokin abt oso. Erm..n ICT...i tink itz a rather dry subject...so technical...n im lyk a "computer bai chi" (computer idiot)...duno hw m i goin 2 survive diz...wadz more, i wil b havin 2 hrs of ICT lecture tml frm 6-8pm...gonna fall asleep i guez.... (oops...hope mr tan doesn't sees diz)...Lolz...
Aniwae, reli lookin 4ward 2 nex wkend...cuz i'll b goin genting wif dearie n his family. His father wil b payin for the trip n according 2 dearie's mum, we wil gif dem a treat in genting... Heez...thx uncle...
Duno whether i wil b allowed admission in2 the casino in genting cuz im stil underaged... according 2 pei yung, i juz haf 2 place a RM $10 note under moi ic whn i go in. n i wil haf 2 go in after midnite...hmm... tink i wil b bringin moi make-up kit wif mi...so dat i can put on tons n tons of make up n look lyk an ah soh...LOlz...
Hmm...heard dat for ndp, i mayb allocated 2 b at the vip seats as helper...Soooo excited. Lolz....Going to b ard so mani ministers...Lolz...wil haf 2 b very very presentatble on dat dae....but, ndp is near moi exam...duno wad shld i do. Wil definitely b v tired durin dat period of tym..haiz..... wish mi luckz peeps... Heez..
Reli miss tep alotz.....Met n knew mani fwenz durin dat short period of 20 wks...n oso made mi realise nv nv 2 judge a person by their appearance. Reli....u wil nv noe wad a person is lyk until u noe the actual him/her....
Aniwae, guez im gettin draggy. So....dat shld b all. Wish mi luckz for moi upcoming driving test fwenz...
n do tek carez..wil c u all soon. Muz meet up wor...
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Friday, April 15, 2005
happiness
Wad is happiness?
Happiness is whn i m hapi....(ok, i noe itz lame.Hahah...) But, i am reli v hapi nw. Cuz i haf booked for an earlier test date!!!U wil c mi running off for driving lessons again. I am so hapi. It reli is a pleasant surprise. I am reli v hapi n excited...Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!
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Hi frenz....Im back...
Sori, haven reli been updating cuz kinda bz recently. Although i oso duno wad i m bz wif. But I am juz bz lo. Hee..Ya. Oso juz change moi blogskins. Is diz nice? Quite lyk the pic though. Heez...
Erm...2dae is oreadi 15th apr. TEP is coming 2 an end. Having CRMCC's farewell party 2dae. Gonna mis all moi frenz i met n knew during TEP. I noe I'm gonna haf u guys 4 a lifetime! Thx ya..Erm...so wad shld i blog abt..Weiling sae dat diz blogskin is kinda plain. So, i guez i will b changing it soon. O ya. I flunk moi driving. Haiz... Mount the kerb. Lousy mii...so sad. Haf 2 waste more money learning n re-learning. Sux!!
Moi dearie's bdae celebration went well i guez. Except for some hick-ups n dat cause us some unhappiness. But, im glad itz all over. I luv u dear. Tink dat was the tym i took the most photos wif moi dearie. Has not reli been taking photos wif dearie even though we haf been 2gether 4 1 yr+. Time reli flies. Lurve dearie to the max. He's juz sooooo sweet at tyms. But oso soooo blur, sooo silly at other tyms...hee...but, nevertheles, i lurve him stil. Cuz he's moi darling!!
O ya...almost forgot 2 mention dat he bot mi a new hp n a new bag. 10q so much moi dear. Actualy, it was he hu 1s mi 2 tok abt the gifts in moi blog. Guez he juz 1s 2 let every1 noes how nice he is 2 mi.Lolz...So, i shall do juz dat. Hahha... But, anw, i reli lurve the gifts he gave mi. A new 6260, n a new Fila bag. Geez...Thx dearie.
Guez dat shld b abt all. Duno reli noe wad 2 blog. Goin for moi farewell party soon. Juz in guez the hungry boars out ther finiz up all the food. Heez... Anw, tml wil b the laz dae of TEP, laz dae at CRMCC1. Gonna miz TEP, miz CRMCC, miz moi frenz, miz the teachers, n everythg abt TEP. Going back classical soon. Books, books, books....here i come...............
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Thursday, March 31, 2005
stress
STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nv haf i felt so stressed b4....Juz came back frm moi driving cls...STRESS!!!!!!!!!
It has gone 2 an extend dat i almost couldn't take it anymore. Yes, I cried...
Ther were oni words of discouragement frm moi instructor. Everyday was "u r getting worse instead of doing beta"....
The word "worse" kept ringing in moi mind...M i reli dat lousy? Actualy i haf oreadi been tryin moi bez..but i juz wasn't able 2 concentrate. N oso, i dun tink i m dat worse. At leaz i did sth rite. Not all turns or parkings were done badly. No! Or izit juz moi pure imagination?????????
Quarrelled wif moi bf again. Dun wish 2 tok abt it. No mood 2 type abt it. Diz feelin sux. I hate diz feeling!! Hope Monday will pass by quickly.. Reli hope so...
P.S. Thx 4 the rotiboy l1ngz.. Juz lurve it soooo much.. =>
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Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr..........angry!!!!!!!Duno y moi blog canot b seen...publish liao cannot c.Lousy blogger!!
Hmmm...duno wad 2 update..but since every1 is asking 4 updates so i shall do it. Heez...
Week is coming 2 an end soon. The chalet i haf been looking so much forward to is suddenly becoming a not so nice event liao. (sori...couldn't find the rite adjective 2 describe wad i 1 2 sae.)
Duno y, started 2 dread the idea of a chalet. Dun reli feel the excitement in mi anymore. Seems 2 mi dat i will b beta off without the whole event. Aniway, i somehow feel dat I m doing 2 much thg 4 no reason, n i detest diz feeling. Feeling v down n sian at the moment. Reli no mood at all. Juz hung up the phone with dear. Dun feel lyk toking 2 him. Mayb wad i 1 him 2 do is jux 2 much 4 him 2 bear. I dun wish 2 tink abt it, dun wish 2 tok abt it anymore. (dear, if u happen 2 c diz posting,dun ask mi abt diz. It wil lead 2 another quarrel between us. Dun even try mentioning abt it. Thx)
So, datz all for the sianz part. Nw 2 an even more sianz part. I m starting 2 lose the confidence i haf 4 moi upcoming driving practical. Haf been so demoralised by moi instructor dat i reli feel so sian abt the whole thg. Duno wad i reli 1, wad i m reli into diz coming days. Izit dat i m not focusing during the whole session, izit his expectations r 2 high, or izit dat i m juz plain lousy... O dear..guez i reli nid lotsa luck nw. The practical is on Monday. I am so stressed.... Anyway, if i announce it thru here on Monday nite, it means i passed. If not, plz dun ask mi abt it. Dun even rem saying i went 4 the test. At leaz not during nex week. Unlez i sae it 1st. So stress.......guez i m going bonkers soon!!!
Here in CRMCC1, is another sianz day oso. Not a single call, nth 2 do, nth 2 look 4ward 2, nth, nth, nth at all!!Life is coming 2 a standstill here. Moi daily routine is 2 sit in front of the com n surfing websites, doing nth. Nth is done, nth has been done, n nth wil b done!! Datz moi life. I hate it sooooo much. Guez Im being v grouchy 2dae. Complaining n complaining non stop. Perhaps diz is the real side of mi. Perhaps i haf owaez been lidat all moi life, except dat i m juz acting 2 b cheerful, acting 2 b some1 else. O dear........wad is happening 2 mi 2dae????? Feel lyk dieing.
Went for break with weiling, hwa qi n pei yung juz nw. I remarked sth abt nasi lemak being so cheap. Pei yung was actualy surprised at mi being 'calculative' in a sense. Y is dat so? I tink learning 2 drive has reli deplete a huge amount of moi savings. itz lyk i dun haf enuff money anymore. Not lyk in the past, whn i can splurge on so mani thgs. I haf 2 save, save, save n save nw!!!No money is reli a v sad thg. Wadz more, i haf oso spent a large amount of money on dear's bdae. It's not worth it at all i guez. I tink he doesn't even appreciate wad i m doing. He doesn't care. Nobody cares! So b it, i am not going 2 care either. I 1 money, money n more money. I reli nid it. N i oso hope 2 paz moi driving the 1st attempt. I nid moi confidence. Plz come back 2 mi. I nid u. Reli... dun leave mi alone plz..........
Taking flexi tml, 2 go 2 the chalet early. taking flexi on monday 2. Going 4 driving practical. But, all dat i haf done is 4 some1's else enjoyment!!I m depressed........soooo depressed!!Dun wish 2 blog anymore.Dun wish 2 sae another thg more.Dun wish 2 seem grouchy. Dun wish 2 seem naggy. Nooooooooo.......Dunnnnnnnnnnn...Guez datz life, n datz the real mi.....Byez
(P.S. dun ask mi abt moi blog 2dae. Not a single 1 of u can. Plz...i dun wish 2 tink of wad happen already. Juz hope dat tml wil b a beta dae......)
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Sunday, March 27, 2005
mmd project
I am back!!!!!!!!!!
Haven really been blogging recently due to mmd project, laziness, n mani mani more. So, I am back 2dae for more. Haf actualy finished moi mmd presentation. Guez it went quite ok. Not as difficult as i tink it wld b. But not dat easy oso la. Juz so so lo...
2dae is moi wk 4 in CRMCC1, haf actualy missed the whole of TEP laz wk, due to MCs, n public holidays n leaves.So, 2dae whn back in CRMCC1, feels kinda weird. Not reali mani calls, so quite slack. Haf actually been slacking in front of the computer since morning. Lolz...
Finally, the genting trip is finalised. Wun feel so stressed up oso. Thx 2 frenz n teachers frm TTC hu helped mi wif the package, especially MS Ong. Haf been troubling her 4 lyk 3 wks? Heez...
Aniway, I'll be goin 2 genting wif moi darling on 30th April. Duno whether it will b fun, but stil looking forward 2 it. Ermz..but b4 dat, ther wil actualy b a chalet diz coming fri-sat to celebrate dearie's 21st bdae. Tym reli flies. He's goin 2 b 21. Hope dat he wil find a job soon after ORD n work properly so dat he can provide for mi in future. Heez...Cuz lidat den i can b tai-tai mah... Or else if he no money i hw 2 b tai-tai rite?hee...
Erm...abt moi mmd project. It was a disaster at 1st. Duno wad 2 do, duno hw 2 do. Dun even had an idea wadz going on. All cuz of a stupid person hu "do" 4 mi!! It was reli a disaster. Fortunately i was able 2 complete it wif pf accompanying mi n helping mi with the project. But, i oso stil 1 2 thank the idiotic person hu "do" 4 mi, cuz it make mi understand dat i canot depend on others 4 survivor.
Moi driving practical is coming soon. Its nex monday.. wish mi luck peeps. I tink i nid lotsa luck. i so wish i can pass it the 1st tym n not waste so much money. Reli hope moi wish wil b fulfilled. I wil post moi test resuly here asap so reli hope dat ther wil b gd news for moi coming blogs. Kinda stressed up by the test oso, so hope i can make it!
Ermz...i tink datz abt all. Duno wad 2 write oso. So, juz 1 2 wish moi fwens a hapi wk ahead, n oso 2 tel moi darling dat i lurve him so. Muacks...Tek carez....
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Sunday, March 20, 2005
nth..
Hiz......I m back
Hmm..nth 2 blog abt. So juz a simple 1..
Nice sunday, changed a new blogskin. Juz 1 2 sae...
I lurve u my dear.Muacks...
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Monday, March 14, 2005
hiz
Im back!! How r u my frenz?
OK, haf been in CRMCC1 for 1 wk. Life here has been a so-so. Wouldn't sae i enjoyed my tym here, but wouldn't sae i dislike it here either. Haf been receiving calls everydae, n haf been sayin "gd morning" n "haf a nice dae" for every call. Kinda tiring though. But, havin my dear frenz here juz make everythg seems worthwhile.
The tutors here r nice n sweet, lurve dem 2. But dislike the feeling of havin 2 come back on saturdays. So tiring. Fortunately, I can still claim them as OT.
Nothing much happened the past week, but juz 2 list down the more memorable events...
Hmm... 1st few days in CRMCC was lyk...life will definitely b stressful here due to limited movements n limited breaks. Had 2 present for a sharing session during the 1st week. Had it finished last friday. Guez it was quite gd. Spent quite some tym on the power point presentation. Tiring is the word to describe my feelings. Had a role play wif kylie too. Quite fun. I was the chatty caller n she was the angry caller. Kinda interesting i would sae. Oso got yelled at by some of the callers on thursday i tink. But it was lyk a learning experience for mi. Tink diz is the stopover in which i learn the most thgs.
On thursday, I collected the goodies for personal selling. So touched dat dear² actualy got his mum 2 come to school n fetch mi. Thx dear. Love ya. After reachin his hse, i had dinner n actualy waited for his godmother 2 come n we wil go hm 2gether. However, she reached kinda late n i gotta wait til 9+pm. But stil thankful 2 her for sending mi home.
On friday, dearie's family went m'sia for dinner n returned oni yst. So, actualy spent quite sometym wif dearie without his family ard. Quite enjoyed the tym we spent 2gether. So, we actualy visited mu chao in TTSH on friday. See dat he has gone a lot thinner. Poor yishan muz b so worried abt him. But, so sweet of her 2 actualy kip him company til 10+ pm everyday. Oso on dat dae, grandma gave me 100 bucks. Thank ma ma. Guez im stil a fortunate ger afterall. Hmm... dearie made pizza 4 mi dat nite. It was quite fun. But he broke his mum oni "fish plate". Got a scolding. Poor boi...*sayangz*. So sweet of him 2 make a pizza for mi. Though not reli presentable, but stil edible la. In the end, i showed him hw 2 make a more presentable pizza. Lolz..so fun. After dat, got hm n slp as i had 2 prepare for sch the nex day.
On sat. Returned 2 CRMCC for half dae work. There were mani visitors n a few of dem actualy remarked dat we were "poorthings for working as free labour". Lolz..
Den, after school, went over 2 find my mum. Had lunch wif her n went to find Koko after dat. Koko was my previous employer. Went 2 chat wif her. Thinkin of working for her again n perhaps learn some thgs n den open a maid agency in future. N i made a great mistake dat dae!!! The 4D which i decided against buyin came out as the 3rd prize. O my!!!!!!! I was overwhelmed by disappointment dat i appeared blur after dat. Had dinner wif dearie dat nite. However, wasnt reali in the mood 2 eat cuz $2000 flew away juz lidat!! $2000 was actualy juz so nice for mi nw. Had 2 learn driving n prepare for dearie's upcoming 21st bdae! So sadz!!!! But, guez dat the money was never meant 2 b mine in the 1st place. Met moi secondary frenz in toa payoh oso. Saw dat they reli change n looked different nw. Especially "An Mei". They are reli big girls nw. So envy dem for being able 2 get in2 Uni. Congrats gers.
Finally, on sun, spent an entire dae wif dearie. Hehehe... Enjoyed myself yst. Thx 4 the steamboat treat yst. I love it. Muackz.. Aniway, had Mac wif him dat afternoon. Oso his treat. Guez he's goin bankrupt soon at the rate we r eating. Heez.. Had driving lesson yst n found out dat i had 2 paid around $400 for my driving lessons soon. As circuit driving is included, the fees r definitely higher. Reli hope i wil pass my 1st practical test. Wouldn't haf 2 waste so much then. After driving, we went 2 suntec. Whoa... there were sooo mani pple ther, all going for the IT fair. So crowded. It was "ppl mountain ppl sea". Even the traffic polices has got 2 b ther 2 maintain traffic flow. Hmm..walked ard the IT fair, however, due 2 the no. of ppl ther, couldn't reli c wad were the exhibits abt. However, we actualy stopped at the Sam Sung booth n looked at a mp3 player. Quite nice. Later, went for steamboat dinner as mentioned above, fortunately, we had a 15% discount for the dinner. Ended up payin 40 over bucks instead of 50 over. During the dinner, asked dearie whether he wants 2 haf the mp3 player. Decided 2 buy 4 him 4 his bdae. However, went i reached the fair again, it was sold out. Told dearie abt it, but he didn't believe mi. Haiz.. sad worz... Hmm..so we actualy shopped ard suntec 4 a while n went hm ard 10+ 2 prepare for school 2dae. Weekends juz flew past without even mi noticing.
Whoa..guez diz was a long blog. So naggy of mi rite? Hee... aniway, i shal stop here. So, 2 end off, wishin every1 a nice week ahead. Tek care peeps. N, 2 moi hubby, lovin u owaez. Miz ya..Shall c u tml...Heez....Muackz..
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